
A candid review of my post-graduation transition, in five parts
Contributed by Claire Mueller (11)
Part One: Set Goals, But Be Open-Minded
Entering into my final year at MICA I had very specific expectations for myself. Apart from schoolwork-related goals, I wanted to secure a design job for myself by the time that I graduated. Even though I wanted to be open about where I was job hunting, New York stuck out because of the vast number of exciting design opportunities, and because the idea of living there was appealing. Nominated by professors, in May I attended the Art Directors Club student portfolio day in NYC. I announced to everyone that “yes, I plan on moving here right after I graduate!” One art director from a prestigious and hip firm in Philadelphia invited me in for an interview, but I politely declined because I was still completely engrossed in moving to New York.
Part Two: Wave Goodbye to Entitlement
I heard back from several people after the event; including a representative from a luxury hotel company. I was so excited that a company in New York wanted me to come in for an interview that I overlooked the fact that working for a hotel had never been something that I aspired to do. I paid for a bus to their offices in lower Manhattan, gave my student portfolio speech in front of three semi-interested designers, and learned about the design process for the company. The whole interview lasted about 20 minutes. The office environment and people seemed nice enough. When I got a prompt follow up email, they seemed positive and asked me to contact them when I was eventually living in the city. It wasn’t a bad response, but its vagueness was frustrating.
While apartment hunting in New York, I stopped by a different design firm where I had a previous connection. Two new designers there seemed patronized by my presence, and were clearly in a hurry to move on with their busy days. I left the design firm, walked a block down the street and started to cry. Looking back I know I was upset because at MICA I had been made to feel smart and unique (which I do think I am but maybe in a healthier way now), and out in the real world it turned out that I wasn’t entitled to a design job or praise from professionals.
Part Three: Don’t Fight Your Frustration
I emailed back the Art Director from Philadelphia, and in early June went in for an interview. In contrast with my previous experience, this firm paid for my travel expenses. I spent five hours (not 20 minutes) speaking to Art Directors, Graphic Designers, and Copy Writers. It felt like they were taking great care in the interview process, which made me a lot more comfortable and confident in myself. More importantly I had an exciting revelation; I really wanted to move there, even if I didn’t get the job. I was never made a job offer by that firm, but for the first time after graduation I had been treated like a professional, which I respected.
My family was concerned about the risks of my decision to move to Philadelphia: I had no job, no emotional support group there, no money (at least for the time being). I was hurt that the one concrete decision that I had made post-college was being undermined, but in reality my anger was because I knew they were right. My “one concrete decision” was flimsy, and my father wanted me to move back home. Leaving college for home had never been part of my plan, and there was so much stigma associated with doing so that for the first time I was worried what my peers would think of me and my job hunt. One day in mid July I stopped feeling sorry for myself and forced myself to brush off rejection. I kept searching.
Part Four: Finding a Job is a Full-time Job
For the rest of July I sat in my apartment Monday through Friday treating 9-5 like working hours in which my job was finding myself a job. I made a chart of all the places that I applied to, the date at which I applied to them, what city they were in and what the job position was. When I heard a “no thank you” back from one of them I would strike the name through on the list, and not give it a second thought. A week before I was scheduled to move back home, I attended another vague interview in New York for an e-commerce site. This time however, I let the lukewarm interview roll off me and didn’t allow myself to be upset.
In early August, one week after I moved home outside of Washington DC, I scheduled an interview at a nearby news media company. The associate with whom I had made the appointment called instead of emailed, sounded good-natured and even made a couple of jokes. During my interview I was taken seriously and was not treated like an inexperienced recent college graduate but like an intelligent creative individual. The interview felt like a conversation, not a police interrogation. The people I had met were embarking on creative projects that I truly wanted to be a part of. Two days later my interviewer called me to request references. Two days after that he called with a job offer, and I began working there last week.
Part Five: Don’t Compromise
I am not sure why I was hard on myself for not securing a job right away, because it was so unrealistic to do so. Yes, every year a couple MICA graphic design students have a job before they walk across the stage at the symphony hall, but not being one of them should not have made me feel any less competent of a designer. Go into your senior year without getting hung up on the details of a path you may have forged a long time ago. Make decisions based on what your life is like now, not what you feel like it should be. Do not settle for something that does not feel right.
Claire Mueller is the Visual Designer of User Experience at CQ Roll Call in Washington, DC.